P.U.S.H

Salam!!

Subahanallah..Alhamdulillah..Allahuakbar!!! Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..

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I PASSED MY EXAM!!!!!! Alhamdulillah!!!!

fiuhhhh....The past 2 weeks nih, hidupku sungguh la tak tentu arah...haha...cuak sgt2...tp result pon alhamdulillah je lah..cukup2 makan je..haha..Senanye result dah kuar last week lagi, tp i dont have the courage nak g amek...haha..takkkkoooootttt sgt!!! Allah je la yang tau perasaan time tuh, n only HIM i turn to. Alhamdulillah..Thank You ALLAH!! :)

Thank you, Allah.

Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings, Thank you, Allah that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible, Thank you, Allah that I can see. Many are blind.

Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising,Thank you Allah, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.

Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are short,Thank you Allah, for my family. There are many who are lonely.

Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, Thank you Allah for the food we have.There are many who are hungry.

Even though the routine of my job is often monotonous,Thank you Allah, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.

Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest,Thank you Allah, for life.

After exam, what i can do is only pray...tu je..tawakkal je kat ALLAH, he knows best n ALLAH je la yg boleh tolong..no one else..trust HIM.Pray!!!!! Doa bnyk2 n tawakkal Alallah..Tapi, usaha tetap HARUS ade..

Put your trust in Him and raise your hands and pray..

Alhamdulillah!!! Tu je la yg boleh zana cakap...Thank You ALLAH!!!

Dgrkanlah Lagu Maher Zain ni ha...

Thank You for everything ALLAH.. <3

OK lah..till the next post...

Salam...

Wonder..

Salam...

I have great people who tell me great things, I thank ALLAH for that.

But sometimes I wonder, do they really mean what they say?

I wonder, am I really what they say I am?

I wonder, why am I so vulnerable?

I wonder..why am I like this?

I have dreams just like everyone else,

but being me,

those dreams are close to impossible,

I wonder why...

Chubby Cheek!!

Salam...

Hari ni nak cite pasal baby la k..Hari ni, nani pegi check-up kat hospital. Nani is now in the 3rd Trimester n in her 34th week. Dah 2 kali Nani g spital nak buat 4D scan, tp 2 kali baby tak nak pndng..Malu la tuh! haha...mcm aunty die..:D

So, Hari ni, buat lagi 4D scan tuh, n Baby dah tunjuk muke dah!!! hahaha...

so presenting...

The Chubby Cheek!!!

Alhamdulillah...Semoga proses bersalin berjalan dgn lancar..n I pray that u be a Hafiz, Soleh, Outstanding in your performance in this Dunia and Akhirah, obtain Rahmah and be blessed by Allah continuously..InsyaAllah..!

And u Hakim!

Ni pon Chubby Cheek!

My lil heartthrob, same goes to you..Aunty Zana doakan Hakim tumbuh menjadi anak yg soleh n be blessed by Allah always..I pray for ur success in world n the hereafter..InsyaAllah..! I love you no matter what! Be gud ok! :)

Luv,

Aunty Zana..

Salam..

My "Nobody Nobody but U!"

Salam...

Hey'all!!! Blog ini telah ditinggalkan tidak bertulis for quite some time, ini disebabkan saye yg tak de mood nak tulis... Bnyk bende yg nak di-update, but then again, saya malas! Disebabkan mood rajin tgh ade nih, cpt2 la Zana tulis, kalau dak, mmg terbengkalai la blog nih, jawabnye...sigh..

Past 3 weeks was AWESOME!! Bnyk activity and bnyk jalan2. Al-maklumlah...saye ni anti-social sket...asyik ddk kat umah je...:D Among things that happened are Hakim n Aliyya's Birthday Bash, but for now, Im not writing bout that just yet, nak cite pasal a friend of mine yg dah lammmmeeeee sgt tak jumpe!!

Its ALIA ADEEBA BT AZLAN people! ahaha..!! <3

We were once classmates n schoolmates, but then, lepas Alia grad, ktorg cam dah tak jmpe sgt dah...smpi lah satu hari ni (which was last 3 weeks), i got a text from her, die ajak (Bukan ajak, tp PAKSA!) Zana g our schoolmates wedding.. start dari situ lah kami rapat semula...n skrng ni Alia amek Medic kat Egypt (lagi la susah nak jmpe kan!).

Mase kat sekolah dulu, when we were classmates, kami bolehlah considered as rapat, tp lepas dah tak jd classmates tu, kami still rapat, but then tak lah rapat cam classmates kan...tpi we still talk, gelak2, merepek n do other girls stuff..haha.. Alia is the good listener, n Alia gives me the best advice in which ade yg Zana pon dah lupe..hahaha...die bnyk sgt cakap..ahaha!!

Dalam mase 3 minggu dgn Alia, I had LOTs OF FUNNNN!!!! First time in my life, my mom allowed me kluar almost everyday ngn kawan...hahaha....Yup! Im a protected child..weng! haha..

Tp ngn Alia, my mom kasi plak kluar..may b we have good reasons ..hahaha..so yeah..Mak pun dgn rela hati bagilah Zana kuluar..YEAY!! :D

Alasan yg zana bagi Mak ialah....tenteneeeeen

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EXERCISE...!!!

KAMI PERGI GYM OK!!!!!

ahahaha!!! Yes, kami pergi excercise..menjaga kesihatan diri...ahaha...tp lepas exercise, mkn nasi ngn tomyam n

Ice Cream Snow..hahahah..:D

n the best part is!! Kami pergi Shangri la buffet..ahaha!!!

Here are some piccas kat tmpt exercise..

Actually, ade satu je, Alia tak kasi amek bnyk2,

MALU LA WEII!!!

Alia working out..:P

Mase mule2 ktorg pegi gym ni, ktorg tak de trainer, so main buat je la ape2 pon...tp ade satu hari nih, ade plak Abg trainer nih dtg...Ya Allah!!! die suruh ktorg buat mcm2 n bnyk kali...rase cam nak tecabut segala otot2...ahaha...besoknye tu, my whole body was aching like **** n dah tak seimbang dah! Kaki saket, tangan saket, sampai yg paling sekse tu ialah, nak gelak pon saket!!!! mcm org baru lps besalin pon ade! hahaha...tp mmg sgt sakit!! tp lepas tuh, dah ok la..n ktorg pon dah boleh buat sume bnde kat gym tu dgn hati yg tenang n gumbira...:D

Lepas g gym selalu kami akan melencong ke tempat lain ...seperti Time Square n KLCC..time tu lah ktorg borak2 n ckp psl masalah n hal masing2..Alia sgt pndai memberi nasihat..ye la kan...name pon nak jd Doctor, kene la pndi bnde2 nih...ahaha...

Ade satu hari ni, we were supposed to go to the gym, tpi yg malas ni tak g...so ddk je kat umah Alia, n Alia cooked!!! Sgt Setttaaaappp ooo!!! hahaha...Alia masak Nasi Briyani Ikan yg sgt marvelous! haha!!! Tp mase masak tuh, nak dekat bape kali la die buang2 sbb tak jd, kejap masin la...kejap pahit la..hahaha...tpi outcome die sgt mantop!! Nak tgk? Nie dia....

This is the beriyani ikan punye rempah

Ayam masak something..

Masukkan rempah yg telah dimasak ke dalam periuk nasi yg sudah dimasak..

We had lots of fun dalam mase 3 minggu tu..rase cam kejap je Alia kat KL, pastu dah nak balik Egypt..:( Now shes back in Egypt, back to her normal life..blaja...hmm...i miss her so badly..:(

Mase Alia kat sini, i feel so best tau tak...rase macam, ade orang yg i can hang out with and just talk.....

Alia Azlan, if u r reading this (which i doubt), thank u so much..Tq so much for everything, tq for the wonderful 3 weeks we had together....For your patience and kindness, for your invaluable advices and devotion,TQ SO MUCH!!! Kt rindddduuuuuuuuuu sgt!!!! Balik sini cepat plssss!!!! :(

I MISS U...:(