F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Salam!!

Howdy everybody!! Its been quite some time since I've blogged..I've been busy reading other blogs that I have no time to update mine..blurgh! My bad!eheh... : }

Nways, theres nothing much to tell.. Well...I've started my TP (Teaching Practice) for about a month now. Seronok, nervous and all sorts of feelings pon ade.. As usual, I was all nervous the first day..but after some time, dah ok dah..still nervous, but bearable..ahaha...Mind u! I have this problem where, I cant control my nervous-ness..hahaha...Oh! And...

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I DROVE MY CAR TO SCHOOL!!!!

YES I DID!! DRIVE! Yeap! DRIVEEEE!!! ahahahahah!!! Excited ok!!Sekarang ni dah agak confident la to drive, but only in Ampang....tu pon kene pikir dulu jalan-jalan yg bakal ditempuhi....kalau susah sket je...mmg tak drive la..hehehe..so yeah, tht's basically all..

So, last week I watched FRIENDS! ahhh...cite ni sgt sgt best! I bet most of you know whts this story about...duhhh...hahaha...anyway, its about 6 friends and their friendship, tak tau la nak cakap cam ne, tp mmt best kot! hehe.. But I only have the frst 3 seasons and the last season..so tak lame la nak hbskan all 4 seasons..walaupon, I only have that 4 seasons, the last episode made me cry a river..TRUE! mmg nangis gegile btol! tak tahan weh...they all have their own family and kene pindah n tak leh dah dok sesame n nak lepak sesame..saddd...:'(

So, tetibe lepas tgk last epi tadi and nangis bagai nak rak, tetibe rindu la kat all my fwens..:( since I started TP ni, dah jarang la jumpe college and school friends..My school friends, its been quite some time since Ive seen them..we're all too busy wth our work, college, U's and what not...so tak dapat la nak jmpe..I MISS THEM ALL... :'(

Sandra & Clarice

Thts us..@ kak Zu's sister's wedding.. :)

Alicia

Qila

Azreen ( its really hard to hear her voice, y'know..)

Nana ( now...its very hard NOT to hear her voice..hehe..luv u nana.. :) )

Us, after Iftar @ GE MALL

Iqa..

Yours truly n Iqa..

Alia ( Just so u know, I'm still mad at u!)

I really am!

n others, theres too many to put them all here..

I MISS ALL OF THEM DEARLY!!!!

I found this wonderful poem, n I'd just like to share it with all of u..

P/s: Pls know that, I love u guys so much n tht I'll be there for you..:)

Till thenn...

Salam...

STOP! For my happiness and others..

Salams!!

How I did it: Honestly it was a matter of being really aware of what I was doing to myself and the position I was putting others in. I knew what I was doing was unfair and I never felt fulfilled living on the idea that I had to wait around for someone else to make my day or fill my dream.

I had to start deciding I was going to step out on my own in the world and be OK with my day with or without people approving.
Then I had to be OK with living with disappointment and not placing blame. Sometimes crap happens. Shoot, OK let's do something else now.

Lessons & tips: This goal is about accepting your life as you see fit. Don't wait around for others to make it happen for you.

Know your friends care but don't make them co-dependents to your problems. Own your life.

Identify your weak spots and call yourself on them, step back and say it out loud that your going to re-direct attention.

Resources: Work with a counselor if you need coaching.

Journal your successes. The little things end up adding to the big things. Months from now think how much you can change.

OK, this thing above, I found it somewhere in the Internet, so i dont own this thing ok! anyway, this thing above tell me about how "I should STOP depending so much on other people". Bile depend sgt kt org, hidup sendiri tak jln..n we'll end up, menyusahkan org! Nak buat tu kene tunggu org, nak buat ni kene tunggu orng..contohnye memandu! OMG!!!! I really have to start driving!!! Sume bnde tak leh buat, sbb Im too scared to drive the damn car!!

Masuk kereta je, jantung rase cam nek tercabut, nak tekan break, leh plak tertekan minyak!! TAKOTNYE!!!!!!!! Tapi, skng ni dah nak kene cari kerja, I cant expect other people to carry me and take me pegi cari kerja, org ade keje lain ok! Tp, if only i have the courage kan! Courage mourage! I have to do it!

Ya ALLAH! Permudahkanlah segalanya!

I have to stop depending so much on others! I have to!

ok lah, till the next post ok...wish me luck!

Salams..

Ringkas dan Padat

Salams!!!!

huisssh...agak lame la tak update blogkan..baby pon dah masuk 1 bulan lebih dah...sebok bace blog org lain, blog sendiri, dibiarkan terkontang-kanting..huh!

Not much pon nak tulis, baby is is doing great and getting chubby and cuter day by day...baby dah boleh angkat2 kepala, n dah nak boleh pusing2 dah...tp blom la pusing smpi hbs..

Abg is going to start his Kindie when the school start, abg excited! ahaha..mule2 tak nak pegi school,sbb malulah, takotlah, macam2lah...tp after dah pergi beli all his school stuff, barulah excited! Aunty Zana pon excited jugak!!!! Aunty zana dah ajar Abg Hakim, mcm mane nak makan kat sekolah, dan pasal keselamatan kat sekolah, hope he'll enjoy his school days!

ok here are some piccas of baby and Abg hakim...

Thaqif Al Hafeez B Nor Hizwan

Its true when they say, its easy to forgive than to forget..

anyway..heres something for u..listen n enjoy, so, forget bout them, who breaks your heart...they're not worth it!

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Ooohh

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Smile.

38W5D

Salam...

Tak de mood nak tulis pnjng2, so tgk je la gmbr2 nih k...enjoy..

Presenting..

Thaqif Al Hafeez B. Nor Hizwan

Update pnjng2 bile rajin nnt yer...skng ni tgh tak de mood nak mengarang...

Salam...

P.U.S.H

Salam!!

Subahanallah..Alhamdulillah..Allahuakbar!!! Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..

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I PASSED MY EXAM!!!!!! Alhamdulillah!!!!

fiuhhhh....The past 2 weeks nih, hidupku sungguh la tak tentu arah...haha...cuak sgt2...tp result pon alhamdulillah je lah..cukup2 makan je..haha..Senanye result dah kuar last week lagi, tp i dont have the courage nak g amek...haha..takkkkoooootttt sgt!!! Allah je la yang tau perasaan time tuh, n only HIM i turn to. Alhamdulillah..Thank You ALLAH!! :)

Thank you, Allah.

Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings, Thank you, Allah that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible, Thank you, Allah that I can see. Many are blind.

Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising,Thank you Allah, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.

Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are short,Thank you Allah, for my family. There are many who are lonely.

Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, Thank you Allah for the food we have.There are many who are hungry.

Even though the routine of my job is often monotonous,Thank you Allah, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.

Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest,Thank you Allah, for life.

After exam, what i can do is only pray...tu je..tawakkal je kat ALLAH, he knows best n ALLAH je la yg boleh tolong..no one else..trust HIM.Pray!!!!! Doa bnyk2 n tawakkal Alallah..Tapi, usaha tetap HARUS ade..

Put your trust in Him and raise your hands and pray..

Alhamdulillah!!! Tu je la yg boleh zana cakap...Thank You ALLAH!!!

Dgrkanlah Lagu Maher Zain ni ha...

Thank You for everything ALLAH.. <3

OK lah..till the next post...

Salam...

Wonder..

Salam...

I have great people who tell me great things, I thank ALLAH for that.

But sometimes I wonder, do they really mean what they say?

I wonder, am I really what they say I am?

I wonder, why am I so vulnerable?

I wonder..why am I like this?

I have dreams just like everyone else,

but being me,

those dreams are close to impossible,

I wonder why...